Category Archives: mental health

Can You Tell Me How To Get, How To Get To Pessimist Street?

Oh hello debilitatingly negative anxiety, how are you? Awful. I’m filled with inexplicable pains that are probably caused by dick cancer and I just know the world is going to end tomorrow. Or Friday if the stores are closed. Um, … Continue reading

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Ack Ack

I think this is depression. It’s not always easy to tell. I’m certainly feeling less than chipper about certain aspects of my compromised existence. And the support I received from CBT earlier in the year seems a long time ago. … Continue reading

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Now Is The Time To Make Justice A Reality For All Of God’s Children

My body and my heart are at odds with one another. My body is furious with me for driving up to Manchester yesterday, spending the evening with my son, having a meal and chatting about many things, going for coffee … Continue reading

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Where’s Your Head At?

My head has been to some dark places over the last couple of days. After a week of me predominantly feeling capable of human actions and interactions Friday slammed me into the ground like a cop who decided I looked … Continue reading

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So I Turn Myself To Face Me

The Diana anniversary stuff interests me in an entirely personal as well as a wider cultural sense as it reminds me that twenty years ago I was in the cusp of a huge emotional and mental breakdown which was to … Continue reading

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Random Thoughts of a Shut-In

I guess it doesn’t matter whether I’m feeling well and capable or not because Kim Jong Un and Donald ‘Fuck’ Trump seem determined to burn the earth in a babyman nuclear inferno. Arnold Schwarzenegger is taller than you might imagine. … Continue reading

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Inko Pinko

It’s a Thursday. A kind of not breathing great and ouchy day but some of the ouchy was by choice, not just because my body isn’t enjoying the not breathing great stuff. A part of me now feels like a … Continue reading

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