Tag Archives: anxiety

Travelling Man (Again)

I’m sitting in the special assistance lounge and it is a little over three hours before departure. I’ve already had one full blown panic attack this morning when I was struggling to move around through pain and breathlessness at breakfast. … Continue reading

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Kind Of Blue

Woke up this morning. Duh duh duh duh duuuh. My neck fucking hurt. Duh duh duh duh duuuuh. Went back to sleep this morning. Duh ditto ditto duuh. Hurtedy hurty hurt hurt. Thus went this morning’s blues. It’s scary when … Continue reading

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Can You Tell Me How To Get, How To Get To Pessimist Street?

Oh hello debilitatingly negative anxiety, how are you? Awful. I’m filled with inexplicable pains that are probably caused by dick cancer and I just know the world is going to end tomorrow. Or Friday if the stores are closed. Um, … Continue reading

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Where’s Your Head At?

My head has been to some dark places over the last couple of days. After a week of me predominantly feeling capable of human actions and interactions Friday slammed me into the ground like a cop who decided I looked … Continue reading

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Air Lingers*

Excitement and anxiety can overlap. So much so that one can seem like the other. And vice versa. I’m currently just about able to separate them and recognise I’m experiencing both. Excitement because on Tuesday I am off to Dublin … Continue reading

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